Tuesday March 25th
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Saturday March 15th
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Saturday February 16th
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I’ve been pushing stones away
Far from these shores
I pretend that it’s all ok
On the brink of what can’t be adored
We survived
well we can change
So let it fade
Just let it go
We pretend so nothing has changed
Flowers never breaking through the stone
I pretend and pray it all away
Searching for a place to hide
But I don’t need to pretend memories to fade
I just wanna feel something real inside
And we survive
Well we can change
So let it fade
Let it go
We pretend so nothing does change
The flowers never breaking through the stone
I’ve been pushing stones away
far from these shores
I pretend that it’s all ok
So long I can be adored
We survived
well we can change
So let it fade
Just let it go
We pretend so nothing has changed
Flowers never breaking through the stone |
posted Saturday February 16th, @10:49AM
Monday February 11th
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posted Monday February 11th, @06:01AM
Sunday February 10th
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I miss you Bud! There was nothing I could do - seems like the shit is falling these days, huh? You were her last hope. It's not your fault. You were there... Always. And I know you will still be.
»youtube.com/watch?v=UQ6Eieb0s5U&···&index=1 |
posted Sunday February 10th, @03:03PM
Saturday February 9th
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posted Saturday February 9th, @01:26PM
Sunday February 3rd
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I thought I was ready for that something. I didn't really want that little something, but I was ready...waiting. We had a room for our baby..... Believe me, we are too free, too alive, but our lives are open and we will accept a new life if...just if...
Losing is pretty hard... Just a small thing, not much more than my fingernail. Why do I care so much? |
posted Sunday February 3rd, @03:52PM
Tuesday January 29th
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Here it comes..... It's a little weird. I'm freaked out, really freaked out.......
I thought we would just have cats running around.
It's much more than that. Things may change. My heart is ready, I think.
Falling in love all over again. I can be a good dad. I think.... once I catch up to life.... |
posted Tuesday January 29th, @12:45AM
Saturday January 19th
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posted Saturday January 19th, @12:39PM
Monday December 31st
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posted Monday December 31st, @02:55AM
Monday December 17th
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posted Monday December 17th, @07:59AM
Sunday December 16th
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I can't even get a thank you for going out of my way to help family. I've known all my life that I was second, but this really sets that in place.
Something that makes me think of my life
»youtube.com/watch?v=igRyV25mJ28 |
posted Sunday December 16th, @10:18PM
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I miss you mom and dad...
I remember it was long ago
But when I think of her I fell it grow
Something begs me to come home again
Something I can hardly stand
But I'm to defy, I have to ignore her cry
I don't know what to do, I'm missing you so bad
Waiting for tomorrow, for a little ray of light
Waiting for tomorrow just to see your smile again
Take away my sorrow from a blistered heart of mine
Where are you now if you are there anywhere
Please forgive me for how I decide
But before I can come with rapid strides
Don't expect you'll have to understand
Jakob needs my helping hand
First I have to go one out of two ways
Wich both are wrong and I'm to go
So afraid, so ashamed
So deranged - but I know...
Waiting for tomorrow, for a little ray of light
Waiting for tomorrow just to see your smile again
Take away my sorrow from a blistered heart of mine
Where are you now if you are there anywhere
Waiting for tomorrow, for a little ray of light
Waiting for tomorrow just to see your smile again
Take away my sorrow from a blistered heart of mine
Where are you now if you are there anywhere
Waiting for tomorrow, for a little ray of light
(I can't wait for you)
Waiting for tomorrow just to see your smile again
Take away my sorrow from a blistered heart of mine
Where are you now if you are there anywhere
(Are you there - anywhere) |
posted Sunday December 16th, @03:44PM
Friday December 7th
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| Hall of the mountain king.... |
posted Friday December 7th, @07:42AM
Sunday December 2nd
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I close my eyes, the lantern dies
The scent of awakening, wild honey and dew.
Childhood games, woods and lakes,
Streams of silver, toys of olden days.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
The flowers of wonder and the hidden treasures,
In the meadow of life, my acre of Heaven.
A five-year-old winter heart in a place called home
Sailing the waves of past.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
Rocking chair without a dreamer,
A wooden swing without laughter.
Sandbox without toy soldiers,
Yuletide without the flight.
Dreambound for life.
Flowers wither, treasures stay hidden
Until I see the first star of fall.
I fall asleep and see it all:
Mother’s care and colour of the kites.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
Meadows of Heaven.
[fading] |
posted Sunday December 2nd, @04:26PM
Tuesday November 27th
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posted Tuesday November 27th, @01:10AM
Sunday November 25th
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| Today is a blue green day. Mostly blue.... I can't be there for you. This happened...I'm crushed. Why now? It's not like we had enough to deal with. It isn't your fault. I'm getting used to it - Slowly... |
posted Sunday November 25th, @03:04PM
Tuesday November 13th
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Monday November 12th
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| I didn't get this far just to have you hate me.... |
posted Monday November 12th, @07:20AM
Sunday November 11th
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