Gad you're back on the track! You've got it all right. If you have a problem, first admit it and then do something about it. It's not easy, it's not just you and there is help available. Reach out, there are wonderful people ready to help you, and our collective tax dollars pay for health care.
I'm glad that part of my taxes support this. This is the very reason I accept the taxes as a necessity of life in a civilized society. We all need directly or indirectly the support of mental health services, along with roads, schools, firefighters and police. I wouldn't want to live in a place where everyone is on his own. God bless Canada!--
Keep It Safe, Stupid!
Yes, I CanChat. Can You?